I went to Malang on 26th Dec 2008 with my mom, my dad’s sister, and my cousin. Jarang banget tuh bisa pergi ke luar kota hehehe... Walo perjalanan berangkat ama baliknya kepentok macet di Lapindo, tapi tetep aja perjalanannya menyenangkan hehehe... Kapan lagi getu loh...

Sempet mampir ke Pusat Kerajinan Ken Dedes, itu ada di seberangnya Pasar Singosari (setelah Lawang tapi sebelum Malang). Aku pengen ke sini gara-gara ngeliat beberapa foto di internet. Di sana ada banyak macem barang-barang kerajinan, dari mulai kursi, meja, tempat majalah, rak, bunga ‘n vas penghias ruangan, jam, pigura, tudung saji, cermin, sendal, pernak-pernik souvenir, segala macem deh... bahannya unik-unik, dari kerang-kerang ‘n butiran pasir, daun pembungkus jagung, rotan, de el el... Kemaren pas ke sana siy rada ragu-ragu, soalnya sepi banget. Ternyata lagi ada pameran di hotel Purnama Batu, jadi maybe sebagian barang-barang kerajinan juga kan diboyong ke tempat pameran. Sebenernya sayang loh peminat barang-barang kerajinan masih dikit... padahal unik-unik ‘n bahannya juga ga mahal... Kalo dipoles ‘n dipromosiin dengan cara yang tepat, itu harusnya bisa jadi salah satu barang beken!

Aku di sana cuman beli semacem barang souvenir (yang ada kerang-kerang ‘n butiran pasirnya), itupun gara-gara sepupuku mo beli juga, kan kalo beli dua harganya murahan dikit hehehe... Jadi ya udah beli juga, cantik siy... cuman belon kepikir mau ditaruh mana, sayang aja kalo ntar kotor. Sebenernya naksir ama jam ‘n cermin yang dihias ama kerang-kerang ‘n butiran pasir juga, unik banget! Tapi karna harganya mahal (sebenernya ga mahal siy, worth it kalo dibandingin ama barangnya ‘n juga cara pembuatannya yang pasti ga gampang), plus juga ga tau mau dipasang di mana jadinya ga beli deh hehehe... Kalo ngayal siy asik banget kalo punya rumah yang didekor ama barang-barang unik kayak gitu trus juga ada bagian-bagian rumah yang kesannya alami (misalnya, ada bagian dinding yang terbuat dari batu, jadi permukaannya ga rata gitu)... oke sebelon makin ngayal let’s cut the chase hehehe... Ni beberapa foto di Pusat Kerajinan Ken Dedes:

Kita cuman nginep semalem di hotel Tosari Malang –recommended niy buat yang cari penginapan murah ‘n ga terlalu butuh fasilitas hotel. Kamar standar-nya aja yang buat 2 orang (ga ada AC ‘n TV, ga dapet breakfast kalo pagi, cuman dapet teh atau kopi, dapet air minum, kamar mandi di dalem, ada selimut, ga disediain handuk) cuman 90rebu per malem plus tax 10%, jadi 99rebu. Murah kan? Kamarnya bersih kok, pokoknya recommended buat yang cari penginapan murmer cuman buat tidur doang. Di sana juga disediain kamar buat driver yang kamar mandinya di luar, cuman separuh dari harga kamar standar.

Sabtunya kita sempet ke Taman Safari di Pandaan ^o^ For me this is sooo fun!!! Walo mahal, tiket masuk per orang 40rebu plus mobil bayar 10rebu, tapi ya kapan lagi? Hehehe... This is the first time for me, so it’s fun!!! Di sepanjang jalan bisa ngeliat dari deket semua hewan-hewan... ngasih makan rusa... sepanjang jalan ketawa-ketawa gara-gara mamaku sempet takut kok mulutnya kuda zebra hampir masuk ke jendela mobil pas kita ngasih makan hihihi... trus aku juga foto-foto-in mereka, ngeliat macan yang jalan-jalan dari deket, ngeliat serigala (tapi serigalanya rada aneh... kakinya kurus... kayak kurang makan gitu...), keliling-keliling di tempat rekreasinya, seru deh hehehe...

Yang ga puas niy, foto-foto ama anak-anak macan ‘n anak singa T_T Di sana kita kan bisa foto-foto tuh ama 3 hewan: anak-anak macan, anak singa, ama kera. Per orangnya kalo bawa kamera sendiri beli tiket masuknya 10rebu (mahal yah hehehe... tapi ya itu, demi... abis kapan lagi hehehe...) Rada nyesel c oz sepupuku yang moto-in aku ga biasa pegang kamera, jadi framingnya kacau semua T_T Huaaaa.... ga relaaaaa.... Padahal anak-anak macan itu, they’re so damn cute!!! Blom puas pokoknya... Pengen foto-foto lagi... Eum... rada mikir aja maybe itu anak-anak macan ‘n anak singanya dikasih kayak semacem obat tidur kali yah, soalnya mereka pada teler-teler gitu... ya aslinya kan emang binatang buas... dibikin kayak gitu biar ga bahaya dibuat foto-foto... Kapan yah macan ‘n singa bisa jinak kayak kucing? Hihihihi... ngayal lagi hehehe...

Oiya, oleh-oleh di Malang, yang terkenal itu “Gaya Baru”, jual macem-macem kue basah ‘n kue kering... Spiku-nya enak ‘n legit buangeddd!

Laen kali pengen ke Malang lagi =p hehehe... Masih pengen ke Sengkaling juga mengenang masa kecil hihihi... soalnya dulu pas masih kecil banget pernah ke sana ama sepupu-sepupu, waktu kita semua masih imut-imut hehehe... Yea hopefully kita bisa ke sana lagi dah... This is the most enjoyable vacation for me ^o^

Hehehehe... tadi siang foto studio dadakan... Benernya sempet seh beberapa kali kepikir pengen foto studio... secara terakhir aku foto studio itu waktu SMA, dah lama banget hehehe... Cuman ga diniatin coz kalo foto studio tu kudu ngantri jauh-jauh hari kan... lha ini aku kan dah kerja plus kalopun mau hari Minggu, kan kudu ada tebengan hehehe... jadinya ga pernah niat mau beneran foto studio...

I don't know what is happening to me... Last night my elderly sister asked me how I feel and I said to her, I didn't feel anything, just flat... It's like just walking through day by day without any precious meaning... and unfortunately, I don't know why...

Maybe my heart is getting cold... just maybe... coz somehow I feel that I don't care much about anyone or anything... It's not that I hate everything... I just feel flat... I guess there are few reasons for this... But I still have to figure them out... by pray and digging into myself...

Probably it's because I have some heart matters that haven't been solved yet... and they have piled up or became more complicated, so I just have to untangle the twisted knots one by one...

Hmm... I have to do it soon... before I get more "numb"...
Please pray for me...
Thanx friends... ^.^

- Nasi gorengnya "Tokyo" (sedep buangeddd...)
- Soto koyanya "Pak Djayus"

2 tempat tuh deket hehehe... Ntar kayaknya baru bisa kesampean pas sekalian mudik 23 Desember hehehe...

- Madam Pie di Pasar Atom

Eummm... ni kayaknya baru bisa taun depan =p soalnya ga sempet ke Pasar Atom lagi kayaknya...

Kok makanan semua yah? Ya judulnya aja "Pengen Makan..." hehehehe...
Jadi laper.... T_T

Sabtu - Minggu ini dah di-booking Aaltje hihihi... aku nginep rumahnya ntar malem. Cuman sampe Minggu doang soalnya Senen dia ada acara full... Aku mikir kalo ikut ntar pulangnya kemaleman, jadinya ga ikut deh... So Minggu malem aku pulang ke kos.

Senen huahhh.... mo nyante-nyante di kos ah... Secara Sabtu kan ga libur di sini hihihi... Beneran mau full nyante... =p

Iya, ejaannya emang Aaltje hehehe... Tapi manggilnya Alce. Dia ini temen SMAku, kita sekelas pas kelas 3. Kalo diliat ke belakang, kenanganku ama dia tu yang paling lucu ini: pernah 1 hari, waktu itu pelajaran matematika 'n gurunya lagi ngejelasin di papan tulis. Na kita kan duduk sebangku... aku lagi bosen tuh, jadi aku isengin dia, kan dia orangnya geli-an. Jadi aku geser-geserin kakiku ke kakinya. Dia spontan noleh ke aku sambil ngomong, "Fifi!" Aku cuman nyengir-nyengir sambil nahan ketawa. Walo maksud hati Alce berbisik tapi rupanya si guru denger, cuman waktu itu beliau ga komen apa-apa.

I just wonder... Am I in the middle of a self-evolution? Bu zhi dao hehehe... It’s just kinda strange because I feel my addiction to blogging or other online activities has decreased since I got to Surabaya...

Kemaren karaoke-an ama Momon, Yuvie, ce Fenny 'n Melisa di NAV hehehe... Ternyata enak juga karaoke-an... they said I have a good voice =p Jadi pengen karaoke lagi hehehe...

Start from next week I will be busy working on the web... Well, not the programming things, but I have to prepare my office's web....

Iya, AADO, bukan AADC... soalnya lagi ga bertanya-tanya tentang cinta, tapi tentang Ortu hihihihi... Ada Apa Dengan Ortu yah?

AADO yah? 

Today I got a phone call from Indosat, she said my indosat-eco (unlimited internet package) was already activated. So later at 12:00 mid noon I'm gonna go to Galeri Indosat (Kayoon street) to buy the modem. 

I think I'm gonna online tonight hehehe... 

I don't know what it is... but lately I kinda feel there's a "void"... I'm still trying to figure it out...

...asking His direction for sure... spesifically...

Hiks... Udah 2 malam terlewati di kamar kos baru, tapi ga sukses... Tiap malem susah bobok.. Tadi malem aja kayaknya baru "ilang" jam 00.30an T.T and believe it or not, pagi ini pas harusnya masih bisa bobok, gagal maning gara-gara rumah sebelah dipake buat senam bersama.. Suara instrukturnya yang teriak-teriak cempreng gatau nyampe brapa desibel, blom lagi mereka senamnya pake house music yang disetel kenceng abiez... T.T

Kata cik Landri -yang punya kosku- rumah sebelah emang dipake buat senam bersama tiap hari Senen ama Kamis. Yo... Walahu alam dah kalo libur pas 2 hari itu, ga bisa bangun rada siangan T.T Giliran senamnya dah bubar jam 8an, dah ga bisa bobok part 2 soalnya perut dah laper T.T naseb oh naseb...

Ni gara-gara ga ada guling makanya susah bobok.. Di kosku yang sekarang ga disediain guling. Jadi ga enak tidurnya.. Guleng oh guleng.. aku memang tak bisa lelap tanpa memeluk dirimu T.T

Ni posting dari HP =b duh kangen online!!! Boring banget ni di jalan... Pegel duduk mulu... Untung masih ada fren jadi tadi sempet ngintip blog, facebook n friendster hehehe.. Online addict nih =b

3 hari belakangan ini beneran berasa kayak mimpi.. Apalagi sejak perjamuan terakhir di Pizza Hut n sesi foto-foto indoor n outdoor yang keren ituh hehehe... Hmmm... Coba yah ada laptop n bisa online... Sigh...

I might not have a chance to be online for a while, due to my moving to Surabaya. 2 hari perjalanan di mobil, survei kos-kosan baru, melajarin rute jalan, mudik dulu bentar, ke Surabaya lagi, mulai kerja... phew... a lot of changes and I think I need time to adjust myself and learn new rules and habits. So I still don't know my possibility to get online. But I will be online as soon as I can =p 

Nano-nano.... 

Today is skirt day for IT girls hehehehe.... demi acara perpisahanku, kita berempat (aku, Lestari, Puji, 'n Tammy) kompakan pake rok =p

Semua orang pada komentar hehehehe... Ah ga papa... hari terakhir ini hihihihi.... Ntar siang bakal ada the last supper di Pizza Hut Mall Lippo Cikarang... IT people juga...

Hari ini bakal sibuk nih... keliling kantor buat pamitan, ninggalin message pamitan di dunia maya =p ama ngurusin yang laen-laen... to many to mention hehehe...

Skirt day... rada gimana gitu jalannya soalnya pake high heels juga... secara udah kebiasaan pake celana terus 'n juga sendal hehehe... But it's okay.. the last day... I'm quite enjoy it kok... =p

Hiks... selamat tinggal casual style... T_T 

22nd October will be my last day at my current office... my last day as Jawaban.Com's crew... my last day in this journey before I step in to the next one... before I go back to Surabaya...

I'm sooo sleepy all day...

I guess this is because Actifed, the cough and flu syrup I've taken 2 times since this morning... phew... sooo sleepy >.<

Kemaren Kezia 'n Ronny ke Lippo Cikarang dari Jakarta buat ngambil kompie-ku (bubuy kompie tersayang... sekarang kau bersama pemilikmu yang baru...) pake mobil. Yup, Kezia beli kompieku, lumayan banget mengurangi bawaan balik ke Surabaya hehehe... Trus pulangnya sempet latian nyetir mobil gantian ama Kezia hehehe... asik juga =p Abis itu makan malem bareng di yamien Pujasera sebelon mereka balik ke Jakarta.

Setelah ditinggal mereka, aku ngeliatin kamarku yang rada lowong gara-gara kompie dah diangkut... berasa lebih lega tapi rada gimanaaa gitu... masih rada keilangan kali yah hehehe... secara aku kalo mo ngapa-ngapain pasti pake tu kompie, mulai dari setel MP3, nonton DVD, ngetik something, ngedit hasil jepretan kamera... Yah sutralah... menunggu laptop buat dipake di Surabaya ntar hehehe...

Abis dadahan ama mereka... jadi sempet diem di halaman kos bentar... ga berasa bentar lagi aku dah ninggalin semuanya di sini... Dulu tiap kali jalan kaki pulang dari kantor aku sering mbatin, "ampe kapan yah aku di sini..." eh sekarang pas belakangan udah ga pernah nanya-nanya kayak gitu lagi malah mau ninggalin beneran =p

Jadi gatau ni lagi ngerasa apa... campur-campur...
Hmmm...

? ...

Dari malem sampe pagi... ya ga terus-terusan siy, diselingin bobok hehehe...

Ceritanya baru nyadar kalo ternyata aku punya motivasi yang egois... aku pengen ambil cuti biar bisa resign lebih cepet... Itu legal siy... tapi aku pengen resign lebih cepet karna aku cuman mikirin kepentinganku sendiri. Aku belon dapet kos di Surabaya, sementara kudu masuk kerja di sana kalo ga akhir Oktober ya paling lambat 1 November, coz posisiku di sana itu as the only one uploader 'n some kind of editor, jadi mereka butuh aku as soon as possible. Trus sopir juga kudu dikasitau secepat mungkin tanggal kapan mamaku nyewa dia buat jemput aku ke sini dari rumah. Trus aku jadi panik ngebayangin ntar kalo di Surabaya dah kerja di daerah situ gimana kalo mau kemana-mana, secara itu daerah perumahan... mo naek motor juga belon gape bener, motor yang di rumah berat banget... trus di sekitar sana juga kemaren pas survei kok ga ada orang-orang jual makanan, gimana kalo mo makan... dll dll... jadi pusinggggg T_T

Gini nih kalo orang stabil diadepin ama begitu buanyakkk perubahan di waktu yang bersamaan 'n singkat banget waktu adaptasinya... jadi korslet... T_T

Jadi niatku aku mau resign lebih cepet biar bisa cari kos dulu di Surabaya, bisa masih punya waktu buat adaptasi, dll... jadi ga terlalu shock gitu... Tapi aku disadarin kalo aku udah egois... sementara kantorku kan masih perlu aku buat ngebimbing penggantiku (which is kemaren baru diinterview 'n ditest, belon dipastiin diterima apa ga dll...) 'n masih nunggu beberapa kandidat lagi... huah mumetttt... yang bisa aku pastiin cuman kerjaan reguler, coz aku belakangan lembur buat ngebut, sementara masih ada 1 project yang belon kelar coz ngelibatin beberapa orang laen.

Tapi tadi pagi dapet banyak peneguhan firman... ini emang latiah imanku ama Dia... aku kudu kelarin tanggung jawabku selama di sini dulu sebelon cabut... jeda waktu pindahannya emang dikit... 'n secara manusia aku kuatir banget bisa apa enggak semuanya berjalan baek dalam waktu yang sesingkat itu... but again, Dia ingetin aku banyak, aku perlu percaya penuh ama Dia 'n ga memproses semuanya cuman dengan memperhitungkan kekuatanku sendiri, coz I'm not walking alone, but I'm part of His bigger plan... So ya udah aku repent deh... sekarang tinggal praktek...

Phewww...
Jiayou ganbatteeeee!!!!

"Menyeberang itu memang lebih beresiko daripada jalan memutar di darat... tapi juga lebih cepat nyampe..."

Haduh T_T pikiranku kudu dicalm-down nih...

Urgent Request...

Ini bukan lagu apalagi pantun garing, cuma mo share pengalaman naek kreta api PP mudik lebaran...

Kretanya siy PP aku naek yang eksekutif. Tapi beda kreta antara pulang ama baliknya. Waktu pulang naek Turangga. Wueks... Kalo milih kreta jangan itu yah.. Toiletnya jorok banget T.T Nah baliknya (baru tadi pagi nyampe Jakarta) naek Sembrani. Kalo Sembrani bole dah recommended... Yang disayangkan cuman satu.. TV LCD-nya cuman dijadiin pajangan doang. Kalo getu mah mending pajang lukisan sekalian =b Tapi overall bole dah Sembrani...

Tapi kalo disuruh milih aku prefer pesawat dah.. Kalo kreta ampun dah pegelnya, plus pas malem ACnya juga dingin buangeddd, ga jelas antara mau bikin suhu ruangan sejuk ato mau ngebekuin penumpang..

Phew... Cape banget.. Mo tiduran dulu ah.. Selama mudik nano-nano deh critanya.. Gatau sempet diceritain di blog apa ga, secara 2 minggu terakhir ini aku kan mau ngebut kerjaan sebelum resign. Ya dah lah liat aja ntar =b

Besok - makan siang bareng ke Samudra TA ama semua orang di ruangan IT 'n New Media. Ini sebenernya event dimana tim ultah (Yoel, Martinus, Lestari 'n me) nraktir =p Ya... due to my resignation, it means sekalian perpisahan juga brarti hehehe... secara ga mungkin lagi keluar makan bareng rame-rame seruangan... besok mo bawa kamera ah, waktunya foto-foto!!! must 'n kudu...

Lusa - cabuttttt.... mudik naek kereta api bareng ko Edi. Eum... bawa kamera juga, mau foto-foto dari jendela kereta api kalo ada pemandangan bagus, kan bisa minta tolong ko Edi fotoin =p jauh bok... semoga betah... belon ngepak-ngepak barang nih...

A few weeks ago someone called me in the middle of the night on my "fren" number! I was sleeping and disturbed by that call, so I just muted the ringtone until it stopped ringing.

Then, few days ago, the same number sent me SMS. I have already erased it so I don't remember what's the content.

This morning, I got another SMS from the same number again. It said a quote (my friend got the same quote about a month ago, about "the beautiful woman") then the quote was ended by "Jb" (Jesus bless).

I don't reply any of those SMSes, because I don't know whose number it is, and the sender didn't reveal him/herself either... so I just pay no mind to that...

The number is 0899***4646
0899 => "3" number
that's all I know...

I'm sorry for such a short notice...

Yesterday I made everyone at the office (who haven't known because I haven't told them before) very shocked with my resignation statement... Actually I didn't mean to make them shock... but I just can't help it... besides, I had just made the decission 100% the night before. So it's just inevitable thing to happen...

So... 22th October 2008 will be my last day in my present office. I'm going to move back to my home first, then find a new dormitory near my new office and moving in.

Phewwww.... there's a lot to do...

Sibukkkkkkkkkkk....

Tadi meeting hampir seharian ngebahas pembagian jobdesk, perombakan tepatnya... Emang satu sisi jadi lebih rata siy, tapi keliatan jelas banget kalo yang harus kita kerjain itu buanyakkkkk buangedddddddddd.... bujubunenggggg....

Tapi satu yang rada bikin lega, aku ga jadi admin forum lagi =p
Apa yah... maybe dah terlalu lama, dari sejak forum lahir sampe sekarang... jadi maybe dah rada jenuh aja =p Emang butuh orang baru biar forumnya seger...

Well... most of all... I have a lot to do! A LOT... before I can go home peacefully T_T

Jiayouuuuuuuu Ganbatteeeeeeeee

Yea... sadly, it's because I have to work on my job, I have a long to do list before I can go home peacefully on 27th Sept until 5 Oct 2008 for Lebaran holiday! I miss contemplating and writing so much... T_T

Kangen mamiiiiii T_T
Gara-gara pagi-pagi ada yang muter lagu "Bunda"nya Melly Goeslaw pagi-pagi di kantor T_T

Hueeeee.....

Mana sebelumnya ada lagunya Melly yang teksnya nyebutin langit sore...
It's been ages I have never seen langit sore lagi T_T
Hueeeeee.....

Menikmati langit sore itu kan salah satu sumber inspirasinya penulis...
T_T

Kangennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Last week was really a busy week. Besides the regular jobs, I've been to Bandung with IT gals to report the Maestro Singing Contest on Thursday. We departed from our office at 01:30 pm and guess what, we've arrived back in Lippo Cikarang at 02:00 am the next morning!

Friday after all staff chappel at my office, I had to went to JPCC Jakarta with some women to "Treasure's Women Conference". It held for 2 days, Friday and Saturday. We went there by elf, and I was sitting on the back. You can imagine, it felt like I was completely shaken along the both journey from and back to Lippo Cikarang T_T Plusss... Friday night is my schedule to attend EF course. So I rushed to the course after I got here. The next morning was much better... we went there by travello, more comfortable... and the sessions were also better than the day before, plus, we got a cup of ice cream at coffe break, and we also got a little box of treat (3 delicious cookies, one orange vitamilk, three teng-teng -peanut sweets).

Hmm... what a busy week... and it's predictable that those weeks ahead are also gonna be busy weeks because we have many projects outside our regular jobs...

...and that's why all I can think of in my spare time is homeeeee T_T
Hehehehe... Jiayouuuuu!!! Just another 3 weeks and you'll come home!!!
=p

Mo liputan acara finalis lomba nanyi-nya Maestro FM Bandung... lupa nama tepat event-nya apa... ni lagi nulis buru-buru sebelon cabut dari kantor hehehe...

Capeeee.... beberapa hari terus jari-jari ngetik nonstop selaen jam istirahat makan siang T_T Pengen cepet-cepet kelar biar tambah tenang menjelang mudik hehehe...

Moga-moga besok juga masih sempet beli molen coklat keju-nya kartikasari ama brownies amanda hehehe...

Bubye... for the next few days... masih ngebutzzzzzzzz

Sabtu Tanggal 13 September, urutan sesuai kronologis waktu dikasih tahu-nya:

- aku dijadwalin jaga stand di senayan, soalnya jumat malem (hari jaga stand pertama) aku kan les EF, jadi ga bisa ikutan ama yang laen (all IT gals jaga stand Jumat). Sabtu itu aku sendirian dari IT yang jaga stand, plus anak dari dept. laen.
- aku dikasitau ko Lung kalo Sabtu dia ada syuting di sini, ya, di sini, bukan di Jakarta. Aku lupa ama jadwal jaga stand itu, dah seneng-seneng bisa ketemuan.
- diajak ke dufan Sabtu ama Delly, aku bilang ga bisa soalnya ko Lung mo dateng, mumpung, kapan lagi bisa ketemuan...

Trus, baru diingetin lagi soal jadwal jaga stand, pake ngancem lagi, walopun aku tau cuman becanda, but it's kinda hurts... maybe it's because this is a rare chance to meet my brother, lebih jarang lagi dia yang ke sini, eh malah aku jaga stand di Jakarta, malah kerja.

T_T Nggak tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Dateng siy pasti dateng, cuman bete abis...

Giliran Sabtu ga ada acara, cuman di kos doang, ga ada kerjaan dari kantor.
Giliran ini kesempatan jarang buangeddd ada, udah ditunggu-tunggu, eh malah ada kerjaan kantor... T_T
Ya I know, it's not anyone's fault. Cuman jadinya bete sendiri aja.
I just need time to calm down.
That's it.

Fine, whatever.. toh akhir September dah mudik ini.

Ugh ngantuk...
Need a space to breath...

Mata sepet >.<
Tangan cape ngetik...
Pengen nulis something that has a soul... T_T
Not just translating or modifying other's writing

Yah semua ini demi mudik...
Harus ngebutzzzzz

Dah 3 taun lebaran ga pernah mudik...
So I've been longing so much for this time!!!
Emang beda ama mudik laennya?
Beda dunk... ni kan lebaran... ntar ada tetangga yang nganter nasi uduk, ketupat, de el el hihihihi... beda yang jelas suasananya =p
Semoga ntar pulang lancar...

Sekarang ngebutzzzz lagieeeee....
full speed!

Kudu ngebut coz lebaran aku jadi cuti 'n mudik naek kereta ama ko Edi hehehehe...
Asli dari tadi concentration mode: high, sampe cape ngetik... T_T Berasa kayak robot yang mengejar target... But anyway, I'm trying to keep my mind and also my fingers sane =p

Just thought that I might need a chocolate ice cream hihihi...
Duh kak Prima kemana siy... susah banget dicariin... pengen keluar makan es krim bentar trus balik lagi soalnya ntar komsel... Hfff....

cape 'n bosen ngetik euy...

Krodit...
Asli jadi krodit... emang blon terlalu parah siy... cuman berasa aja ruangan jadi penuh...

Eh... tau ga krodit apaan? inglish-nya "crowded" hihihihi... (kalo bahasa inggris diplesetin ke bahasa cina kan istilahnya "chinglish", kalo Indonesia kan jadi "inglish" hihihi mekso =p)

Yeap, the design staff moved here, to IT room... they said it was just for temporary (maybe 2 weeks). My opinion? No spesific impression actually... cuman berasa aja ada lebih banyak orang... semoga mereka ga pasang musik yang bisa mecahin kaca 'n mencederai kuping hehehe...

Ini antara campuran ngantuk plus laper... Lagi ngerjain bahan buat les EF besok hehehe... tinggal dikit lagi, nyari di kamus online soalnya. Ntar pulang kos juga mo nyiapin bahan buat les besok. Abis gini pulang ah... ngantuk kemaren baru tidur midnite soalnya =p abis nonton CJ7 (anjingnya lucuuuuuuuuuuuu... bisa ga yah ada binatang macem gitu hehehe... mukanya itu loh lucu abis...)

Eum... trus pas pulang sempet penasaran, abis dari tadi pagi ada someone yang mo ngomong empat mata ama aku, tapi ga sempet mulu sampe dia pulang... Ighhhh... aku minta hint juga ga dikasih... cebel... besok katanya... huaaa... apaan yah... jadi penasaran...

Tadi siang ko Edi telpon... kayaknya aku bisa mudik Lebaran bareng ama dia... cool =p abis kalo di sini juga binun mo ngapain... kalo mudik paling ga bisa ama family 'n palingan tiap ari ke toko bantuin soalnya pembantu pasti pada mudik semua. Yah whatever... nothing beat the feeling of being at home with your beloved people... and with Miky too (Ki... I miss u soooooo muachhhhh...)

hari yang cukup krodit...

Hihihi... bukan, bukan jogging siy benernya... tapi walking from my dorm to office hehehe... kalo jalan santai sekitar 1/2 jam atau lebih 5 menit lagi dah... Tapi tadi kecepatan sedang jadinya berangkat jam 07:25 nyampe kantor jam 07:51 =p

Iseng? Ga juga siy... emang rada niat, secara separuh jalan udah ada trotoarnya gara-gara pembangunan ruko baru, jadi enak dibuat jalan kaki... paling ga dah ga serem lagi kalo jalan kaki pas belokan abis jembatan... Tinggal separuhnya lagi blom dibikin trotoar tapi masih ga terlalu serem soalnya tinggal lurus aja 'n nanjak dikit =p

Kemaren tu, gara-garanya baca Reader Digest Health, katanya buat nguatin tulang ga cukup konsumsi kalsium, tapi juga butuh vitamin D langsung, paling ga setiap hari antara 15-20 menit kalo bisa kulit kudu kena sinar matahari pagi. Coz vitamin D langsung ini ngebantu banget proses penyerapan kalsium ke tulang. Getuuu... So jalan kaki deh tadi for the first time =p Pengennya siy kalo bisa cepet kayak tadi persiapannya aku jalan kaki tiap hari ke kantor, selaen sehat juga hemat uang angkot hihihihi... =p kaga dink, sehatnya yang dibelain hehehe... secara di kantor kan duduk mulu jarang mondar-mandir, biar peredaran darah lancar lah...

Kayaknya bakal tambah sehat nih hehehe... secara kalo Senen, Rabu ama Jumat aku kan les EF, dari kos PP jalan kaki juga... ya sekitar 25 menitan lah sekali jalan... So lebih banyak gerak ketimbang dulu... ya itung-itung kompensasi dari jatah olahraga yang berkurang =p abisnya kalo malem les EF besok paginya ngantuk, jadi ga olahraga... so I compensate it by walking more often hehehe...

Eniwei, I love walking... menikmati lingkungan sekitar *halah* hihihi... eh beneran masih enak hawanya kalo di sini... ga kebayang deh di Jakarta =p

I don't usually wake up early every Saturday, I'd rather sleep until 8 am or 9 am... enjoying my day off... But this morning I woke up at 4:30 am, stretching my body, take a shower, and got ready for a morning walk to Beverly. I had planned this activity yesterday, and made a plan with one of my friend whose dorm is at Beverly too.

The first thing I do was buying nasi kuning (for my breakfast), nasi uduk (for my lunch), and 2 bags of soy milk, I paid 17.000,- for them. Hmm... yummy! So I wouldn't mind if you said that actually my main purpose of this morning walk wasn't for the exercise itself, but for hunting the delicious meals hehehehe... =p After that I went to my friend's dorm, I thought I would pick her up and we would go jogging around Beverly and meanwhile I could put my meals in her room. But our plan has to be canceled due to my friend's leg injury. Yesterday she pushed herself to run too far and too long, so her leg's muscles in pain now.

So I just drank my soy milk and ate nasi kuning at her dorm, talked with her and some of her friends =p Sooo delicious =p And now, here I am, typing and browsing at my office, while listening to my MP3s =p Yea you can tell that my office is my second home here at Lippo Cikarang... =p I will go back to my dorm later, maybe after 12 at noon. Besides, I got my lunch with me =p

I know... it's a weird status... but frankly, that's exactly the perfect term to describe my condition right now. And that process has been happening in my mind up until now. So you won't see anything from the outside =p

But I could feel that my swirling thoughts has affected my whole schemes... so I just gotta get my feet back soon on the ground =p

Actually it's rooted on a simple thing, but it's a core thing. Hmm... I think I'm going to take some time to reconnected myself in His way and regain my self control. Don't worry, I'm on my way... just pray for me =)

Lyrics | Home lyrics

Jadi kangen rumahhhh... T_T Kangen mom jugaaaa.... T_T


Lyrics | Over The Rainbow lyrics

I wonder where's my "over the rainbow" place yah...
Mau pergi ke pantai... to a serene place... ngeliat dedaunan... pokoknya yang damai 'n tenang...

Duh T_T

Cenut-cenut lagi nih kepalaku T_T

Rabu kemaren udah demam 'n sakit kepala cenut-cenut juga. Jumat dah baikan banget 'n dah masuk kantor. Minggu ama senen dah sembuh total... Eh tadi pagi pas bangun kok cenut-cenut lagi???

Puji ama Delly bilang kali itu pertanda dah jenuh 'n ciong ama kantor hihihihi... kok kumat pas mulai masuk kerja lagi hehehehe...

T_T ga bisa konsen... sebentar tenang sebentar tiba-tiba cenut-cenut T_T
Auchhhh.....

God heal me please...
Ntar mo cabut tenggo ah, mo tidur awal...

So, I'm entering the second quartal... Yeap! Today I'm already 26 years old. The messages has been coming into my cellphone since midnite, and the phone calls since this morning...

Having people remember your birthday and care enough to say it either directly or through other media is a sweet thing to be grateful of...

Tadi pagi ditelpon ama Kezia 'n didoain live langsung dari HP, dia pas baru bangun tidur lagi hihihi... soalnya dia dah minta list yang mau didoain kemaren lusa hehehe... 3 hal... hehehe... Trus sampe aku telat berangkat kantor gara-gara abis itu masih cerita-cerita ama dia hehehe.... Then sebelon berangkat mamaku giliran telpon, yah tambah telat deh hihihi... Temen-temen kos (yang cuman 2 orang hihihi...) juga ngucapin hepi b-day...

The messages keep coming in through Friendster, YM, and email. Di kantor ada juga yang b-daynya sama kayak aku hehehe, Mbak Asih, kita langsung saling ngucapn selamet pas aku baru nyampe kantor hehehe.... Trus Delly ternyata dah kasih comment di Friendster dari kemaren, ditulisnya anggep aja dia kirim itu tadi malem jam 00:00 biar dia yang pertama kasih ucapan di Friendster hehehe... so sweet =p

Di kantor, temen-temen se-ruangan so sweet hihihihi... I'm not the kind of tralala person yang kesenengan kalo diisengin sebangsa disirem aer (yea btw, kondisiku lagi ga memungkinkan buat diisengin kayak gitu hihihi...). Jadi tadi mereka ngumpul 'n mengabulkan request-ku didoain ama 3 orang, Pak Suwandi (my bozz), Martinus, 'n Puji hehehehe....

Kadonya? Dompet Ocean planet warna item 'n kuning muda (asli ni kombinasi warna yang lagi aku suka hihihi... kuning muda...) 'n one of my requested item, USB warna putih 2 Gigaaaa hehehehehehehe.... HOREEEEEEE ^.^ hihihihihihihi... thanx for the presents ya gals... ^.^ Seneng deh hihihihi.... It's the thing I need =p Walo ga terpikir as a special gift, but it is a special gift hehehe... USB pertama dikasih bozz, USB kedua ini dikasih anak-anak seruangan IT... That's very memorable you know? Hehehe....

Though this day has not end yet... but thank you so much for all of you... ^.^
You are all my blessings ^.^

Honestly I have no particular thing that I'm desperately wishing... As a matter of fact I almost forgot that my birthday was getting close.

Hmm.. Okay, bukannya ga ada, tapi my desperado things itu bukan barang. They are wishes I've been longing for, and they only can be granted by Him =b So I guess I just gonna list the things I need =b

1. Flash disc a.k.a USB yang kapasitasnya paling gede. Soalnya aku punya USB jadul yang cuman 256MB doang hehehe... Lagi in the mood nyimpen macem-macem bahan dari internet buat dibaca di kompie rumah tapi sering ga muat =b

2. Kamus elektronik yang bisa dibawa-bawa (ya semacem alfalink gitu)... Secara lagi les inggris and kayaknya bakal kepake terus... Soalnya kalo baca ato nemu kata-kata bahasa inggris yang ga ngerti kan bisa langsung dicari artinya, wherever I go =b

3. Vacation! Hehehe... Yang kepikir siy Jogja ato Bali.. Yang hawanya ga dingin, yang ada pantainya, yang alami... Bareng temen tapinya... Kalo sendirian males, bukan tipe backpacker hehehe... Lagian kalo sendirian tu berasa kayak luntang-luntung hehehe...

Apalagi yah? Blon kepikir yang laen... Kalo ada yang mau doain soal wishes yang bukan berupa barang boleh PM aku hehehe... I will appreciate ur prayers sooo much =)

Udah gitu dulu kali yah hehehe...

Hi you!
Haven't writing for a long time makes me long so much for blogging activity =p

Well... Many things have been happened since I got back from Surabaya. I made some decissions and one of them was to take an English course at EF (English First).

Some of my friends asked why I would take the course as they thought that my english was already good enough. It's true that I have been learning English through books about tenses and grammar, I also read english articles on internet and Reader Digest to broaden my vocabulary, and I have been practising in writing too ... but if I want to be a professional writer, which is my goal, I must have a strong foundation in english. That's why I decided to take this course.

Yesterday I've finished the oral test to determine my level at EF. Previously, I was informed that after the writing and oral test, I would be included in their waiting list, which means I just have to wait to start the course. But last night after I have finished all my tests, they offered me to join the class straightaway. Ow, I forgot to tell, I got in to the 5th level, Pra Intermediate level =p And so I've started my first course last night at 7:40 pm. Guess what, my classmates were all high school students! Eum.. to be honest, at first I was kind of disappoint, but then I thought... "Hey, I'm here to learn and improve English. It doesn't matter about the others... Besides, at least we're here for the same purpose..."

So now I can say that it's all good!

I'll be gone on tomorrow
I'll be home as soon as I can
if you're lonely without me
but baby Miky baby I'll be home soon

Call a friend for some laughter
Keep it mine the day after
Save your love for the weekend
cause baby Miky baby I'll give my love to you

ta dadada tadadada tadadadadadada tadada tadadada

It's so cold in this city
And I'm dreaming that you're thinking of me
one more night this feeling will be over

so baby Miky baby save your love for me

ta dadada tadadada tadadadadadada tadada tadadada
(yeah yeah oh Miky dumdumdumdum)

One more night
My flight leave at noon
No longer alone
and I see your smile
It lights up your eyes

so Miky baby I'm coming home
I'm coming home

yeah

ta dadada tadadada tadadadadadada tadada tadadada
sjubdubdudub sjudubdududub

I'm coming home
ta dadada tadadada tadadadadadada tadada tadadada
(I'm coming home.. yeah baby.. oh Miky tadadaa
I'm coming home I'm coming home I'm coming home)


*plesetan lagu "Coming Home"nya Romeo hehehe...*

By Wednesday 30th July I'll fly with Air Asia (just have booked the flight few hours ago!) Yap, this was a sudden decission. Early this morning my mom called me and told me to come home.

But I'll be back at Sunday 3rd August. So little time I'll have at home T_T hehehe... But that's okay, don't have another choice either... Okay friends... just in case I can't blog on the next Monday and Tuesday, so take this post as an early farewell greeting from me. I'll be back!

Cartoon by Dave Walker. Find more cartoons you can freely re-use on your blog at We Blog Cartoons.

I need calm surroundings...
Calm enough to think and revolve...
Either it's silent or instrument song...

and I've just thought that I really want to be a full time blogger...
Browsing articles on the net, think deeply about certain things, recall the memories and experiences...
and write!

Plus, browsing pictures from the net or from my camera, and edit them with Photoshop
Then put it on my blog!

Hmmm... it may feel so content =p

Cartoon by Dave Walker.Find more cartoons you can freely re-use on your blog at We BlogCartoons.

Homesick...
Missing people (and a cute cat) file report!

There has been days when I woke up in the early morning and just felt like there's something missing...
I miss my family... I wanna spend some time with my dad 'n mom...
I miss Miky too...

I miss my second family...
I miss to have discussion with them about many things...

There's just something missing here...

Saturday, 12 July 2008, me and JCers (jawaban.com forum’s members: Roselyn, Ana, Delly, Amos, Andri, Fendi) went to Curug Cilember, Cisarua Bogor. “Curug” is a term means waterfall. At 7 am we met at the side road of Plaza Semanggi Jakarta as our meeting point. The night before I slept at Kezia’s dormitory so I could go earlier.

The information in the website that explained about Curug Cilember was not all correct, it was said that the trip from Jakarta to Curug Cilember only took time about 1 and half hour but we’ve finally got there after spending about 3 hours on the road. There was a traffic jam in the common path to Curug Cilember, so we took one person (and pay him for his service) to show us the alternative way to get there. It was a narrow, many turns, and quite steep way up we’ve gone through, steep enough that we had to got out of the car few times so the car could climbed up (honestly, we’ve already overloaded really hehehe… there were 9 people in the car). But when finally we’ve got there, it was paid off, quite fun hehehe…

Each of us paid 6.000,- for the entrance fee to Curug Cilember. There were already many people there, some of them were playing around the waterfall, taking pictures, playing “flying fox”, sitting near their tent, or just walking around. Actually there were 7 waterfalls in Curug Cilember. The most crowded visitors usually hang around at the 7th waterfall, where we’ve also visited, because it’s the lowest waterfall. The 1st waterfall is on the highest level, and it was said on the website as the most natural waterfall since people seldom could get there. We didn’t go up because we’ve ran out of time and already hungry so we had to search a place to get lunch. I hope next time I can go back there again and get to the 1st waterfall ;-p Plus I wasn’t satisfy to take pictures yet! ;-p

We ate lunch at “Saung Kuring” restaurant. Got God’s favour ‘cause one of JCers were wiling to pay for all of us ;-p After that we went down to the Bogor city, to “Gedung Dalam” to buy some local foods like “asinan Bogor”, “toge goreng”, and many more. I bought “chocolate cheese and cheese pia”, it’s quite crunchy and delicious. Then we went back to Jakarta and finally arrived to our meeting point at 5:40 pm.

Wanna go back… wanna take another trip (more trips!!!) to enjoy the beautiful nature… and definitely wanna take more pictures!!! ;-p

Yap! Get ready for the day after tomorrow! ^o^
I'm going to Cilember Cisarua Bogor! ^o^

Yesterday I've learned my camera's features and I think I'll be ready. I'm very hopeful that I can get great, unique, and cool photos there!

Tomorrow after office hour I'll go to Jakarta by bus and stay for the night at Kezia's dorm, then Saturday morning I'll go to Plaza Semanggi by 7 am to meet with my other friends. I just can't wait! ^o^

Lagi nunggu banyak hal...
hal-hal yang kayaknya bakal terjadi dalam jangka pendek
'n juga hal-hal yang masih jauh di depan...

Hmm....

Go to Bogor with JCers!
Yap that includes Delly 'n Ana, and few others...

Here's the sneak preview hehehe...
http://www.puncakview.com/cilember.htm

So beautiful euy... kalo tempat aslinya seindah jepretan foto-fotonya hehehe...
Udah ga sabar ngebayangin ntar mau foto-foto model gimana hihihi... narsis time! =p
Sekalian mo explore 'n coba-coba foto berbagai angle... hehehe...

asik asik asik...

Beberapa hari belakangan makan-ku overload... sejak jadi SPG di JaCC ituh, itu udah 1 hari kayaknya makaaaannn mulu, porsinya juga berat-berat. Trus kemaren Sabtu juga, banyak godaan di deket kosnya Kezia... jadi deh makan kacang ijo (yummy!!!), jajan carang mas (apa sih ni istilahnya? Kalo aku biasanya nyebut itu carang mas hehehe...) ama kue kacang, trus beli nasi ibuk kampung deket sana juga (nasi, kangkung, terong sambel, tempe goreng tebel, kremes, tempe oseng manis, all in the best sense hihihi... semua 4rebu =p murmer euy) kuenyangggg...

Belon kelar, sorenya pas kopdar-an ama rcdp di CL ditraktir pangsit goreng... Biarpun cuman pangsit goreng tapi namanya perut udah begah tambah begah lagi deh... Malemnya pas pulang dari CL ama Kezia makan dulu di warung pas on the way ke pangkalan angkot. Uenakkkk tenannn... Kezia makan nasi goreng spesial (laen kali mo cobain ah), aku makan mie rebus... enak euy... cita rasa Surabaya... hihihi... laen kali mauuuu lagi lagi dan lagi hihihi...

Berakhirlah Sabtu kemaren lusa dengan perut full tank =p
Mana beberapa hari sejak jadi SPG itu aku belon olah raga 1 hari pun...

Langsung deh kemaren siang begitu dah sampe kos, abis beberes 'n bersihin kipas angin, aku olahraga lagi... Tadi pagi juga usah... berasa sedikit lebih enteng hehehe... plus kemaren malem juga abis "bongkar muatan" hihihi... Tapi masih harus olahraga neh... menebus beberapa hari overload makan 'n ga olahraga hehehe...
Idup olahragaaaa!!!

Lagi jadi SPG di JaCC (belakangnya Grand Indonesia Jakarta) niy... =p
Iya, lagi jaga stand jawaban.com di acaranya GYO (Global Youth Outreach) ama beberapa orang kantor (CBN) laennya...

My current condition:
- Perut: full tank sampe begah, abisnya tadi pagi dari kos dah makan mie instant ama minum susu sereal. Maksudnya jaga-jaga kalo-kalo ntar pas sampe di tempat jaga stand sini busy, jadi kan paling ga perut dah aman. Eh ternyata kondisinya ga se-hectic yang aku bayangin, plus makan pagi juga udah dibeliin, nasi uduk komplit (nasi, telor utuh, tahu kecap 3 biji, bihun goreng, potongan tempe, krupuk, gorengan). Nasinya buanyak buangeddd. Trus bentar laginya ada selingan ditraktir es krim cone campina coklat ama temen kantor. Trus bentar laginya lagi dah makan siang (makan paginya jam 9an lebih gitu, jadi jaraknya deket-deket), paket nasi ayam bakar (nasi, dada ayam bakar - dagingnya tuebel buangeddd, tahu, tempe, sambel, semangkuk kecil sayur asem) plus minumnya es blewah (secara dah lama banget ga makan blewah -it's just a kind of sentimental thing maybe, coz dulu alm. emakku sering bikin es blewah hehehe...). Jadi bisa dibayangin kenyangnya kayak apahhhh... Serasa dah ga bisa napas... Mana ni kaos "history maker"nya CBN yang aku pake ukurannya ngepas banget (dulu cari yang L udah abis, jadinya ya udah diterima aja 'n ga pernah aku pake lagi... sampe hari ini... karna terpaksa... yang jaga stand kudu seragam), jadi kalo jalan ama duduk rada-rada nahan napas gitu deh hihihi...

- Mata: sepettt buanged... tadi hampir ketiduran pas lagi duduk, padahal di ruang acaranya musik lagi disetel kenceng plus pembicaranya lagi kotbah berapi-api gitu... Abis semalem nungguin estafet laptop ama segala macemnya dari Tammy. Tammy-nya juga baru nyampe kantor lagi dari Jakarta jam 11an malem gitu. Pokoknya aku pulang nyampe kos kemaren tu hampir midnite. Pagi dah bangun jam 4-an soalnya mo kramas rambut dah lepek abiez... ama mau masak indomie dulu itu (cerita lanjutnya kayak yang udah aku tulis di atas hehehe...) Asli cuman pengen bobokkkk... T.T

- Tangan: gatel pengen "menari" di atas keyboard (yang akhirnya terealisasi dengan adanya postingan ini hehehe...) plus pengen browsing. Maklum, biasanya jadi manusia online trus disuruh jadi SPG offline jadinya jetlag hihihi...

Tadinya mo ngeblog langsung dari HP, tapi apa daya ga ada sinyal... Jadinya ngetik dulu di Wordpad laptop kantor (yang sebenernya dipake buat muter promonya jawaban.com) hihihi... Ya tapi ini lagi ga dipake kok, soalnya orang-orangnya dah pada keluar buat break. Ntar kita "beraksi" lagi kalo mereka dah balik ke sini buat ngikutin session selanjutnya. Ntar kalo dah nyampe kantor lagi baru deh ni tulisan aku pindahin ke USB then diupload ke blog =p

Tau ga, pas aku nulis ini nih... ada pengisi acara yang lagi latian buat session ntar malem, latian dance pake musik gitu. Ga tau ni lagu yang lagi dinyanyiin buat ngiringin tariannya lagu bahasa apa... kayak bahasa suku mana gitu... ada teriakan-teriakan bernada yang kalo dibayangin tu kayak sekumpulan suku yang lagi menari kecak di sekeliling api unggun, di bawah bulan purnama... *halah* hehehe... Bising siy... aku kurang bisa enjoy, musiknya kedengeran aneh 'n noisy di telingaku tapi ya masih mendinglah daripada musik yang jerit-jerit ga jelas ituh hehehe... No offense buat siapapun yang suka musik rock yah hehehe... Aku mau kemana lagi curhatnya kalo bukan ke blog =p hehehe... Tapi musik ini ama musik rock sama-sama bikin kepala cenut-cenut kayaknya kalo dipake buat mengiringi kerja hehehe... sama-sama mengganggu konsentrasi =p

- Pengen tau kepastian 'n konfirmasi soal 1 hal
- Pengen ngobrolin 'n ngajarin 'n explore kompie ke dad 'n mom di rumah
- Pengen makan masakannya dad yang baru aja les masak sehari, soalnya kata mom enak hehehe...
- Ketemuan 'n jalan bareng ama Enjie 'n rombongannya temen Thaiku ke Jogja ntar Oktober
- Pengen ke pantai 'n ke tempat-tempat yang pemandangan alamnya indah atau unik, pengen menikmati semua itu 'n juga foto-foto pastinya hehehe...
- Pengen make beautiful and memorable moments ama orang-orang deketku sebelon the next phase or the next destination
- Pengen meluk anjing atau kucing... tapi yang bersih hehehe... Lagi pengen meluk-meluk...
- Menindaklanjuti keinginan sebelonnya, pengen ke kebun binatang siy, tapi yang terawat, yang ga jorok... perasaan aku dulu waktu kecil cuman pernah ke bonbin sekali abis gitu ga pernah lagi (and emang ga pengen lagi siy), tapi sekarang pengen aja... pengen foto-foto ama penghuninya hehehe...
- Wanna do something new that I can still enjoy (or maybe I can enjoy more)

I trust my hopes and wishes to You God... ^.^

Mo pergi ke CL, liat-liat 'n muter-muter...

- Beli Reader Digest
- Maybe ketemuan ama Rcdp
- Makan di ibuknya Kez hehehe... udah ngeces nih ngebayanginnya T_T
- Nginep di Kez

Eum...
The next weekend kalo jadi mo ikutan ngabur ama beberapa orang ke Bogor...
Next weekend lagi kalo jadi ikutan kak Prima survei kuliner hehehe...
Next weekend lagi jalan ama my mommmmmm ^.^

Can't wait euy!!!

Satu lagi yang masih harus ditunggu... balasan email...
Hmmm... I wonder what will it be yah...
Give me Your confirmation yah God...

Iya... sejak megang menu Spiritual aku jadi bosen ngetik... Seharian dari pagi sampe sore menjelang malem -break cuman pas lunch atau pas ke toilet atau pas ngambil aer minum- ngetikkkkk mulu. Padahal sebelon ini aku ga pernah bosen ngetik. Ni kok jadi kayaknya kerjaan ngetik ga abis-abis... T_T what's happening here yah?

Tapi bosen ngetik ini ga termasuk ngetik blog loh hihihi... Yah namanya juga blogger, ga mungkin dunk bosen ngetik di blog... hehehe... Cuman kalo dah bikin artikel lagi tu bawaannya bosen ngetik... cape ngetik... jari-jemari ini juga membutuhkan pemulihan jiwa... *halah* hehehe... Bedanya kalo ngetik blog tu kan emang buat curhat, numpahin isi pikiran atau isi hati atau perasaan ke tulisan, jadinya ga berasa cape 'n bosen, coz itu kebutuhan. Tapi kalo ngetik artikel, dengan load artikel yang lebih banyak ketimbang menu Relationship, jadinya cape... =p

Okay... be grateful... be grateful... *baru diingetin sebelon ngeluhnya panjang =p*
I'm grateful for having these hands... very bery grateful... =)
They are so precious...

...and because they are so precious, I'm gonna let them find their rest, away from the keyboard =p Okay mo pulang dulu ah hihihi...

Hands, say good bye to keyboard...
"Bubuy keyboard... not gonna miss you tonite... hwehehe..."

- Pengen ke Seaworld 'n foto-foto
- Pengen ke Pantai (di Malang? di Bali? di pulau laen? whatever selama pantainya indah hihihi...) 'n foto-foto
- Pengen ke Thailand ketemu temen (ke pantainya juga dunk) 'n foto-foto
- Pengen ke kebun binatang (yang bersih) 'n foto-foto

....
Yang terakhir gatau knapa hihihi... lagi pengen liat binatang-binatang aja... bosen liat manusia (loh???) hihihi....

Semua akhirannya pake foto-foto hehehehe... biar kameraku kepake 'n bisa pajang tu foto-foto online! =p

Weekend ini ada rencana yang di luar kebiasaan hehehe... Kepikir gitu aja pas kemaren lusa... Tadi juga dah diomongin ama kak Prima.

Besok pagi-pagi buta aku mo jalan kaki dari Meadow Green ke Beverly, jemput kak Prima di kosnya trus kita jogging bareng. Trus mampir beli nasi kuning yang mantabbb ituh di Beverly juga, abis gitu nemenin kak Prima yang mo renang hehehe... Nemenin doang soalnya ga bisa renang =p

I think it's quite fun...
I always like to talk with Him while I'm walking alone... it's unreplaceable moment =p

Siangnya masih gatau mo ngapain. Yang jelas aku pengen banget ngabisin itu buku-buku yang blon kelar dibaca, plus mo ngedalemin english-ku.

Tadi ada tawaran lagi hehehe... So far I've got 2 offers =p Bukan, bukan tawaran kerja hihihihi... yea... Hmm... that's all hehehe...

Meanwhile, I'm still waiting for news from my Thai friend about October plan. He said there is a change, good news and bad news, but he hasn't told me yet...

All is good... as long as You're with me God... all is good ^.^

Huaaaaa.... pusinkkkkk
Banyak banget kerjaannya T_T

Ini hari pertama jobdesk menu Spiritual... menunya banyak bok... masih untung itu video udah dipegang orang laen. Kalo ga gatau deh jadi apa... keteteran pasti. Pusinkkkkk

Mana dari tadi masih YM ama anak forum soal acara baksos Panti Jompo, belon lagi soal beberapa masalah forum online.... so many focuses T_T

Okay calm down... calm down...
Kayaknya belakangan ini emang lagi dikasih kesempatan buat belajar menguasai diri 'n lebih tenang deh... abis situasinya memicu kepanikan 'n pressure gini hehehe...
Okay I will learn...

Jiayouuuuuuuuuuu

Berkata-kata pada diri sendiri:

"Sabar ya nduk... kamu orang asing di negeri orang... untung bukan negeri monyet... apalagi negeri orang budeg... seng sabar yo nduk... sapa tau nanti kamu juga jadi suka musik rok ituh... kan witing tresno jalaran soko kulino nduk... sabar yah... orang sabar disayang Gusti..."

Me: T_T

Me: Sigh....

Me: Abot...
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Duh Gusti...


*555555* (in Thai)

Belakangan aku dah ga setia lagi euy hihihihi.... Kalo dulu aku selalu kelarin 1 buku dulu sebelon mulai baca buku yang laen. Ya kalopun men-dua atau men-tiga tu masih ketauan yang lebih aku prioritasin yang mana. Setelah sekian lama rada absen beli buku, belakangan banyak banget buku bagus yang aku beli 'n semuanya belon kelarrrr T_T Abis semuanya bagus... ya plus buku yang udah lama aku beli tapi belon juga kelar dibaca...

List of them:
- "Tuhan Mengapa Aku Harus ke China" by Grace Suryani
- "Your Best Life Now" by Joel Osteen
- "Bible Promises for Women" by (lupa nama pengarangnya hehehe...)
- "The Lion, The Witch, and The Bible" by Robert Verlade (based on CS Lewis's Books)
- "Mere Christianity" by CS Lewis
- "Segala Sesuatu Ada Dasarnya" by Pati Ginting
- Reader Digest Juni

Hmm... kayaknya masih ada lagi deh... cuman lupa... hehehe... lagi maruk hehehe... But it's cool... I need them most at these times... they are all a great input for me.

And... a little news... my mom planned to visit me at the end of July... ^o^ and probably she will stay here at my dorm for about a week. Miss her so much... ^o^ I wish we can go out of Cikarang and go out of Jakarta... Yang kepikir pertama kali siy palingan ke Bandung... atau ke mana yah... masih mereka-reka rencana 'n minta ama Daddy hehehe...

Hihihihi... lucu juga...
Mungkin bener kali yah yang dibilang orang, dunia itu sempit...

Baru hari ini aku iseng buka My Yahoo di internet, lagi nge-break-in diri bentar ini ceritanya, setelah gatau dah berapa lama ga buka My Yahoo. Di sana aku nyimpen beberapa link blog yang duluuuu sering aku baca. Pas aku liatin satu-satu, eh ternyata, *kaget* ada link "blognya Indiegal" a.k.a. ga laen ga bukan blognya Tammy! Iya, Tammy yang temen kantor, yang se-ruangan di IT, yang sama-sama WebContent di jawaban.com, yang bagian dari gank cewek IT hehehe...

Pas aku bilang ke dia kalo ternyata dulu aku nyimpen link blognya dia, baru dia juga bilang kalo sebelum dia ngelamar kerja di sini, dia juga udah pernah baca blogku 'n ngebayangin aku orang aslinya kayak apa... huehehehe... kok ya bisa gitu loh... So gimana Tam, image-ku yang tersirat dari blogku ama aslinya? Hehehe... aku ga bakal protes kalo dibilang rada beda dikit (ups, beda jauh?) hehehe... yah gimana lagi, namanya juga penulis, yang pasti lebih cerewet di tulisan ketimbang di mulut hehehe... So tell me tell me hehehe... komen ntar yah Tam!

Lucu... jadi inget aja kalo Tuhan itu emang ga bisa dibatesin 'n kadang emang suka ngasih kejutan plus hal-hal yang ga pernah diduga sama sekali... hehehe...

Beberapa jam di ruangan hari ini ga kayak biasanya...

Biasanya ada aja yang nyetel musik kenceng, ada aja yang musiknya walo ga kenceng tapi nge-pop, ada yang nge-rock... belakangan rame banget, sampe kadang pusing... Berasa berisik, soalnya lagi ada banyak hal yang harus dikerjain, fokusnya banyak, jadi berasa sooooo crowded...

Note: music moves me hehehe... at least ngefek gitu ama mood kerja.

Tapi tadi, sempet tu beberapa jam aku ngerasa ada yang gimanaaa gitu... masih belom nyadar bedanya apa saking fokusnya ke komputer hehehe... Ternyata... yang kedengeran cuman suara-suara ketikan keyboard... no music at all... so quiet...

Jadi mikir... rame pusing, sepi kurang ada suara...
Serba salah hihihihihi....

Huaaaa.... I'm gonna leave my current jobdesk soon T_T
Next week I'll be in a quite "new world" in the same website... yea of course I'm still in the same city, the same office, and the same desk. This is my jobdesk we're talking about... Sigh...

Since July 2007, I've been making articles for relationship menu in www.jawaban.com. Those include articles for sub menu: Single and Lovable, Husband and Wife, and Parenting. Of course, not all of them made by myself, I'm not married yet, not to mention be a parent hehehehe... I made original articles only for Single and Lovable sub menu, once in a while. The other articles could be a mixed up from some sources, and sometimes are translated from other english articles.

So, few weeks ago, my supervisor already told me and the other WebContents, that he would make a few changes in our jobdesk. And yesterday, he informed us about them. Starting next week, I will no longer make articles for relationship menu, but for spiritual menu. My job as jawaban.com's forum admin will be reduced a bit, cause I will only be an administrative admin (it means I do the online stuffs), while he picked one of my colleague, Tammy, to be the second admin (she will do the offline stuffs, like arrange forum's meet and greet, etc) And I also get an addition work, to make 10 sms content for CBN mobile. These changes are made to balance our workload.

Phew... leaving things that usually be our part of daily tasks is not easy... I still feel kinda heavy hehehe... But the change is quite good I think... So, adios amigos relationship menu... I will still keep an eye on you of course hehehe... But I'll have new priorities next week. Gotta do better!

Jiayouuuu
Ganbatte...!!!

Udah dari beberapa minggu lalu, gara-gara beli DVD-nya Alvin and The Chipmunks, aku pengen cari MP3 lagu-lagu soundtracknya. Pernah bilang ke temenku di Jakarta, katanya temen dia punya, tapi kayaknya temennya dia itu dah lupa mau ngirim lewat email. Ya udahlah jadinya aku lupain aja... Walo udah ngerekam beberapa lagu-lagu dari filmnya buat dijadiin sms tone di HPku (maksa! hihihihi...).

Trus kemaren, gara-gara denger bunyi sms di HPku, jadi pengen lagi deh lagu-lagunya mereka. Aku pasang status di YMku "Siapa punya MP3nya lagu soundtrack Alvin and The Chipmunks?". Sampe sore ga ada kabar. So yaudah...

Malem aku ke Pujasera makan ama temen kantor. Iseng abis makan mampir ke tempat jual DVD. Di sana juga jual CD ama MP3 juga gitu. Pas lagi ngeliatin DVD film-film, tiba-tiba aku denger ada lagunya Alvin and The Chipmunks! Karna di layar TVnya mereka ga ada gambar, jadi aku pikir itu pasti MP3! Langsung aku nanya mbaknya yang jual. Ternyata itu CD! Wih yaudahlah ga masalah mo MP3 atau CD, aku beli langsung!!! Hihihihi...

Thanx God! Hehehehe.. Your gift to cheer me up ^.^

Ternyata kemaren lumayan fun hehehe...
Udah neti duluan =p

It's all good...
I just need to practise about this =p and get used to it...

Iya deh belajar menikmati....

Ini sebenernya hal sepele...
Tapi aku benernya pengen langsung pulang ke kos...
Ngantuk banget...

Tapi karna ada 2 orang yang ga bisa ngelakuin sesuatu
(it's supposed to be their responsibility you know...)
Jadinya aku yang harus ngelakuin sesuatu itu...
Emang ga sendirian siy, ada temen yang juga jadi ikut menanggung sesuatu ini
Tapi tetep aja benernya hatiku nggak relaaaaaaa
T_T Ndak rela... hueee....

Selaen ga rela...
Gara-gara harus ngelakuin sesuatu ini...
Jadi harus ngeluarin uang yang harusnya ga penting deh...
ga relanya dobel deh jadinya...

Pengen pulang cepet 'n pengen bobo cepet jadi ga bisa...
Malah harus jalan-jalan keluar ngelakuin sesuatu ituh...

Hhhhh.....
Tapi yaudah lah...
I just need to write this down to calm myself a little bit...

Sigh...

Okay....
*menarik napas panjang*
Let's do it Fay...
Just enjoy it...

Lately I realized that it just only takes one simple way to be content... apapun kondisi yang lagi kita jalanin...

Termasuk
Sebosen apapun...
Se-blank apapun...

The word is, "Just be grateful"

Be grateful for who you are, coz you are His beloved child... and you are always in His mind

Be grateful for your existence, coz the fact that you're created means God needs you to make His big puzzle of plan completed.

Be grateful for every little thing... every daily and usual thing (yang biasanya terluput dari kesadaran kita karena kita udah terlalu terbiasa dengan berkat-berkat itu).
a little note for this one... if you know the way people live in another "world" (in a poor country, in a war situation, in areas where there are still no electricity or good watering system, etc), you will know that you are soooo blessed...

Be grateful for people (even if just one) who care enough to smile, say hi to you, encourage you, listen to what you say, ask "how are you", compliment you, and make you laugh...

Learn to be grateful require us to go through another learning process... Learn to pay attention and remember even the smallest thing to be grateful of...
and I'm in that process ^.^

PS: thanx to a friend (you know who you are hehehe... someone yang lagi di perantauan juga ;-p) yang ngingetin satu hal lagi buat disyukurin hehehe... it motivates me each day since... ^.^

- Nims' Island
- Kung Fu Panda
- The Love Guru

Kayaknya yang 2 terakhir lumayan lucu-lucu hehehe...

No, I'm not one of his fans hehehe... Cuman binun aja kasih judul apa di postingan ini hehehe... I'm not idolize anyone, ga ngikutin American Idol juga, cuman gara-gara semua pada ngikutin 'n ngomongin American Idol jadinya aku tau aja kalo David Cook is the winner. Ya udah cuman gitu aja...

Eh tadi ada temen kantor seruangan yang muter lagu "Always Be My Baby" yang dinyanyiin ama David Cook... Lagunya membuai bok hihihihi... Langsung minta deh mp3-nya ke dia 'n aku play di winamp... hwaw.... terbuai hihihihi...

Hmm... update news... I'm getting better in everything. A week ago I had sore throat. I just scared that my voice was gonna missing again like last year. But I took "Lo Han Kuo Infusion" quite often daily, and now I can sing again hehehe... Yep, sometimes when I get bored at the office I sing for one or two songs just to refresh a little bit hehehe... And lately I also thought about many things, essential things about my life... and slowly but sure... step by step... He answered me and teach me to keep moving forward and keep the hope. It's all good... ^.^

Can anybody suggest something to refresh me?

Lagi mati gaya nih... mo pulang kos binun mo ngapain... akhirnya pilihan terakhir ya di dunia maya aja deh hehehe... stay at the office until about one more hour... ngulik hi5, friendster, images maker, sambil nyelesaiin translate artikel relationship hehehe...

Btw... "mati gaya" tu bahasa jadul jaman kapan yah hihihihi.... ga tau istilahnya apaan... abiz lagi beneran gatau mo ngapain. Ya benernya bukannya ga ada sama sekali yang mo dilakuin siy, masih ada beberapa buku yang belon kelar aku baca plus beberapa buku yang mau aku baca ulang, kemaren abis bongkar-bongkar koleksi buku. Cuman asli aku bosen... liburan di kos yang bikin aku nyadar kalo aku udah bener-bener bosen itu kemaren... Abis minggu libur, Senen masuk, Selasa libur lagi... enak siy bisa bangun rada siangan (which is jam 7 itu aja udah termasuk "siangan" kalo buat aku hehehe... ga bisa diterusin lagi, maybe karna kebiasaan bangun pagi kali yah jadi jam alaminya udah terpola hehehe...)

Tadi browsing segala macem... baca artikel KOKI-nya Kompas, ada yang pasang foto hutan (iya hutan, tapi hutannya indah, bukan hutan yang kesannya spooky getu) di deket daerahnya... so beautiful... trus baca tulisan-tulisan tentang pengalaman liburan... Hmm... but I guess what I really need is not just a vacation... I need my beloved people... I need some fun experiences... some new kind of things to go through...

Tadi baru nyadar pas ditegur ama Tammy, temen seruangan yang duduknya pas di seberangku. Dia bilang dari tadi aku diem banget... Aku baru nyadar hehehe... kayaknya emang lebih diem dari yang biasanya... yang ga diem cuman jari-jemari, sibuk klak klik keyboard ama mouse hehehe... Gatau deh... kayaknya emang lagi mati gaya... sigh...

Hari ini hari kejepit... Di kantor rada sepi coz ada yang cuti salnya besok libur hari Waisak...

Di ruangan juga jadi sepi hehehe... biasanya rame ama celotehan atau ama musik. Satu sisi aku ngerasa enak banget soalnya jadi tenang 'n mood kerjanya tinggi hehehe... tapi satu sisi lagi rada keilangan =p binun ga tuh hehehe... Tapi satu hari kan cepat berlalu...

Besok libur lagi... binun mo ngapain... kayaknya dah bosen di kos mulu... seandainya bisa mudik atau pergi wisata ke mana gitu... pengen banget deh... walo cuman 1 hari tapi berasa seru... Kayak kemaren Sabtu waktu ikut Rosi ke Bandung, walopun ga ke banyak tempat tapi lumayan berasa seneng aja... dapet jam tangan cool lagi hehehe... plus molen coklat kejunya Kartika Sari =p

Coba yah bisa nyamperin si Erche ke sono... hehehe... emmm... ya paling ga nunggu Oktober deh...

I've already got new Casio Exilim EX-Z77 ^o^
My new baby... hehehehe....

Sabtu ini ke Jakarta... Tadi ke Plaza Semanggi beli Reader Digest trus ke CL. Keliling-keliling 'n ketemu Kezia, trus sekarang sebelon balik ke kosnya kita nangkring dulu di warnet hehehe... Hmmm... mata dah sepet benernya... cuman mumpung bisa online ya udah online aja...

Masih pengen travelling niyyyyy... oiya news =p tadi dah titip beliin camdig Casio Exilim Z-77 ke Yoel yang lagi ke Pasar Baru ^o^ warna pink, soalnya yang item atau merah tua ga ada. jadi yaudah lah hehehe... yang penting bisa foto-foto hehehe... asik asik asik... Trus dibeliin memory card yang 1 Giga juga... semua jadi harga bulet one point seven euy... Paling ga bekal pertama dah ada hehehe...

Besok mo ikutan ke mangga dua abis dari JPCC atau langsung balik Cikarang yah? Pikir-pikir aku juga ga ada yang perlu dibeli di mangga dua... Hmmm... kayaknya mending balik aja kali yah... daripada tergoda beli yang sebenernya ga dibutuhin hehehe... apalagi abis beli camdig =p Kudu nabung buat ke Bali or Solo or Malang =p

Di Solo ada temen akrabku pas SMP, dulu kita 1 gank berempat. Kalo pas jam olahraga 'n kita sama-sama ga mood, kita menepi di pinggir lapangan, makan jajan atau ngobrol atau nyanyi-nyanyi hihihi... kalo jam istirahat buru-buru barengan keluar buat beli mie ayam... Kalo lagi bete ama pelajaran tertentu dibahas bareng... kemana-mana berempat =p (kok jadi inget, sekarang formasi gank cewek IT juga berempat, kemana-mana juga berempat... de ja vu? hihihi...) They are sweet memories... hehehe... Dua orang yang laen ilang kontak... yang satu dulu aku nyimpen nomer HPnya cuman di satu HP, sayang HPku kan ilang pas Januari lalu... jadinya nomernya juga ilang deh... Yang satu lagi emang dah lama ilang kontak... ortunya emang masih di Bangkalan tapi anaknya gatau dimana... rumah dia rada jauh dari rumahku. Kangen juga hehehe... minggu lalu aku sempet telponan bentar ama yang di Solo ini... jadi pengen mampir...

Kalo ke Malang palingan ama Kezia... (rumah dia kan di Malang, katanya di Malang pantainya indah-indah 'n ada gunung juga), kalo ke Bali maybe ama Kezia juga, abisnya cuman dia yang nguasain jalan-jalannya hehehe... Aku kan rada buta arah, ga bisa cepet ngapalin jalan... daripada nyasar jadi kudu barengan ama preman yang nguasain jalannya hehehe... Yang jelas pengen travellingggg!!!

Pengen ngerasain naek perahu...
Pengen ngeliat yang seger-seger... ga mall mulu
Pengen kenalan 'n make friends ama orang-orang baru... ga orang kantor mulu...
Kayaknya setelah hampir 4 taun aku udah hampir mentok titik jenuh hehehe...

Tadi ngeliat

Kemaren malem gara-gara ke mall dadakan... jadi beli 1 liter Campina chocolate fudge hehehe... Benernya ga pengen-pengen banget siy, cuman iseng aja... dah lama banget ga makan ice cream... I wonder where my appetite for ice cream has gone...

Yea anyway, malemnya sesampe di kos aku makan tu ice cream, maybe setengahnya =p ga kerasa euy, abisnya sambil nakarin ice cream di cone (Campina lagi promo, kalo beli ice cream yang 800 ml atau 1 liter, dapet sekotak cone - isi 10 cone). Sekotak itu dipisah jadi 2 bungkusan plastik, sebungkusnya isi 5 cone... Jadinya aku pikir daripada aku cuman makan beberapa, sisanya dikaretin ntar melempem, jadinya aku makan 5 cone =p Abis makan baru berasa full tengggg... begah =p

Masih ada separuh lagi tapi aku kok ga terlalu minat yah? Maybe aku makan ntar malem atau besok dah... sekalian ngabisin cone-nya hehehe... sekali-sekali ini... abis ini kayaknya ga minat lagi ama ice cream sampe beberapa bulan ke depan =p

I am sailing, I am sailing,
home again 'cross the sea.
I am sailing, stormy waters,
to be near you, to be free.

I am flying, I am flying,
like a bird 'cross the sky.
I am flying, passing high clouds,
to be with you, to be free.

Can you hear me, can you hear me
thro' the dark night, far away,
I am dying, forever trying,
to be with you, who can say.

Can you hear me, can you hear me,
thro' the dark night far away.
I am dying, forever trying,
to be with you, who can say.

We are sailing, we are sailing,
home again 'cross the sea.
We are sailing stormy waters,
to be near you, to be free.

Oh Lord, to be near you, to be free.
Oh Lord, to be near you, to be free,
Oh Lord...


PS: Ni lagu yang lagi disukai ama temenku, setelah aku dengerin ternyata oke juga, dalem gitu... plus juga cukup ngegambarin kondisi perasaan ;-p cuman maybe perlu diaransemen ulang biar ga kedengeran jadul hehehe...

Kemaren baru browsing... buat nyiap-nyiapin kali ntar jadi travelling hehehe... dan pilihan jatuh pada... Casio Exilim EX-Z77



Bentuknya slim banget pulak... trus kata beberapa temen siy udah ok... So tinggal wait and see... kalo okeh baru beli deh ^.^

Hooorayyyy!!!
Akhirnya... setelah beberapa bulan YMku tewas dengan sukses, kemaren nyoba nginstall lagi 'n suksesssss!!!!

Dulu gatau kenapa YMku tiba-tiba error... Udah uninstall, coba beberapa kali install lagi ga bisa mulu... sampe akhirnya nyerah. Jadinya tiap hari aku harus pake meebo atau YM versi web... yang dua-duanya ga stabil, kadang disconnect sendiri... jadi beneran males banget nyalain YM walo sebenernya butuh juga.

Kemaren, pas mau buka YM versi web, tampilannya berubah... iseng aku coba lagi install, sambil berH2C dalem ati... ya udahlah nothing to loose ini... Kalo sampe gagal maning ya teuteup belajar setia pake meebo atau YM versi web =p

Eh ternyata sampe malem aku mau pulang kantor belon kelar-kelar install YMnya, padahal aku install udah dari siang loh... Puji (salah satu temen seruangan) bilang udah biarin aja sampe besok pagi... kali-kali bisa... ya udah akhirnya aku biarin... Dan pagi ini, sebelum nyalain monitor aku menarik nafas panjang...
Pfwhhhh....
tahan napas....

Yihaaaaa.... ternyata udah terinstall dengan sukses! Horeeee hehehehe...
Rada berlebihan ga siy seneng gara-gara udah bisa install YM? =p
Biarin... sekalian latian menghitung berkat hari ini hehehehe...
This is definitely one of His blessings for me today! ^o^

Another news... tadi malem ngobrol ama temenku di telpon 'n bikin rencana cadangan buat Oktober... I think this is the best plan among the other plans yang sempet terpikir... So I just hope 'n surrender it to Him...

We'll just see ^.^

Cuman 5 bulan lagi... kudu siap-siap dari sekarang hihihi...
asik asik asik...
hopefully...

Aku cuman yakin kalo bener ni sampe kejadian, it means God's favour and God's way for me ^.^

Pengen berlibur...
Kayak puisi yang aku tulis di blogspot yang satunya...
T_T

Pengen buangedddddd
Ngerasain alam...

Horayyyy... hehehe...

Okay, just call me "norak", I don't care...
I just know that I can talk through Gtalk from my friend in Thai. If only I had a mic, I could talk through Gtalk, not only chat like I used to do.

So, I bought a headphone with mic. And today I've called 3 people hehehe...
Ko Lung, Enjie 'n Erika
Cool... hehehehe...
Just one problem, my mic is a little bit strange... its volume doesn't stable... Hmm... wonder why... sometimes my voice sounds so small and sometimes my voice sounds loud... strange...

But it's cool anyway hehehe...
So who's got gtalk?
*cari temen ngobrol* hihihi...

Bahasa gaulnya: mati lampu
Iya.. Aku online dari hp.. Barusan dikos mati lampu T.T Mo crita pake inggris ah.. Hihihi.. Okay here we go..

Just now the electricity at my dorm had disconnected.. I was reading a novel when suddenly the light turned off T.T

I was wondering what I can do in the middle of the dark.. Hmm.. My dorm friends haven' return yet.. so I take my cell phone and get online through mig33, but there is none of my friends online to chat with.. So I open the multiply and write this message.. Maybe I'm gonna call my friend later. Hhh... don't know what else to do.. I hope it will be back to normal soon..

(Song by Joy Williams)

Sometimes life is like a roller coaster
Flying away
I get caught up simply just surviving
From day to day

But in the midst of all the lists to do
I need some help to change my point of view

Every day I'm giving You everything
Every thought every word every song I sing
It ain't no matter what life may bring
I lay it down

Every day You make sense of me in the midst of my insanity
Give me hope give me love give me strength make me free
Every day of my life

If I love You with my heart my soul my mind
Then my life has found a new direction
It was never mine
Cause when my heart is truly fixed on You
I find meaning in the things I do

Every day I'm giving You everything
Every thought every word every song I sing
It ain't no matter what life may bring
I lay it down

Every day You make sense of me in the midst of my insanity
Give me hope give me love give me strength make me free
Every day of my life

Not simply just surviving
There's so much more I'm finding
Than living life so blinded and confused

Cause where I find my freedom is serving at God's feet
and
I'm listening.. searching.. just waiting.. working..
Every.. every day

Every day I'm giving You everything
Every thought every word every song I sing
It ain't no matter what life may bring
I lay it down

Every day You make sense of me in the midst of my insanity
Give me hope give me love give me strength make me free
Every day of my life