Pengen berlibur...
Kayak puisi yang aku tulis di blogspot yang satunya...
T_T

Pengen buangedddddd
Ngerasain alam...

Horayyyy... hehehe...

Okay, just call me "norak", I don't care...
I just know that I can talk through Gtalk from my friend in Thai. If only I had a mic, I could talk through Gtalk, not only chat like I used to do.

So, I bought a headphone with mic. And today I've called 3 people hehehe...
Ko Lung, Enjie 'n Erika
Cool... hehehehe...
Just one problem, my mic is a little bit strange... its volume doesn't stable... Hmm... wonder why... sometimes my voice sounds so small and sometimes my voice sounds loud... strange...

But it's cool anyway hehehe...
So who's got gtalk?
*cari temen ngobrol* hihihi...

Bahasa gaulnya: mati lampu
Iya.. Aku online dari hp.. Barusan dikos mati lampu T.T Mo crita pake inggris ah.. Hihihi.. Okay here we go..

Just now the electricity at my dorm had disconnected.. I was reading a novel when suddenly the light turned off T.T

I was wondering what I can do in the middle of the dark.. Hmm.. My dorm friends haven' return yet.. so I take my cell phone and get online through mig33, but there is none of my friends online to chat with.. So I open the multiply and write this message.. Maybe I'm gonna call my friend later. Hhh... don't know what else to do.. I hope it will be back to normal soon..

(Song by Joy Williams)

Sometimes life is like a roller coaster
Flying away
I get caught up simply just surviving
From day to day

But in the midst of all the lists to do
I need some help to change my point of view

Every day I'm giving You everything
Every thought every word every song I sing
It ain't no matter what life may bring
I lay it down

Every day You make sense of me in the midst of my insanity
Give me hope give me love give me strength make me free
Every day of my life

If I love You with my heart my soul my mind
Then my life has found a new direction
It was never mine
Cause when my heart is truly fixed on You
I find meaning in the things I do

Every day I'm giving You everything
Every thought every word every song I sing
It ain't no matter what life may bring
I lay it down

Every day You make sense of me in the midst of my insanity
Give me hope give me love give me strength make me free
Every day of my life

Not simply just surviving
There's so much more I'm finding
Than living life so blinded and confused

Cause where I find my freedom is serving at God's feet
and
I'm listening.. searching.. just waiting.. working..
Every.. every day

Every day I'm giving You everything
Every thought every word every song I sing
It ain't no matter what life may bring
I lay it down

Every day You make sense of me in the midst of my insanity
Give me hope give me love give me strength make me free
Every day of my life

Woke up this morning 'n listen to Joy William's song "Every Day", 'n sing every word of it... Bikin pikiran kembali jernih hehehe... setelah kemaren butek banget....

Pagi ini juga makan lontong sayur, titip ama Anti yang lagi ke Pujasera... Hmm... yummy... sayang kerupuknya berasa aneh =p

This day is cool!
Jiayouuuuu
Ganbatte....!!!

Ntar malem lembur....
=p

Kerjaan kantor tambah berlipat ganda nih T_T bizzy frizzy dizzy.... Kemaren abis meeting ngebahas rencana kerja sampe bulan Juli, balik ke meja udah rada nggliyeng euy T_T So many works to do... Okay I know, one by one... tapi tetep aja berasa berat hehehe...

Ini udah pengen nulis blog aja jadi gatau apa yang mau ditulis, otak udah penuh dengan tulisan "kerjaan", "kerjaan", dan "kerjaan"... Hiks... I miss the old times... hiks... Yea okay I know, we are all have to move on and keep moving on...

So friends... maybe aku ga sempet update blog sesering sebelon ini... but if I have something to share with you I will write it... ok bubuy... catch u later...

*a blue scarf is swinging to the left... swinging to the right... a coconut tree is swinging to the left... swinging to the right...*
"When marimba rhythms start to play.. Dance with me, make me sway.. Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore.. Hold me close, sway me more.." jereng jreng jreng...

Waks kok malah nyanyi "Sway"...
T_T Huaaaaa I wanna go to the sea and true nature....
Kaburrrrrr.......

Aneh... belakangan ini aku ngerasa rada gimanaaaaa gitu... keilangan minat, pokoknya bawaannya pengen minggat ke mana gitu 'n pergi jauhhhh....

Tadi pagi aku email ko Lung... 'n pas siangnya dia online ternyata dia cerita kalo semua (anak-anak sekomselku) di Surabaya (termasuk dia) juga ngalamin hal yang sama. Dia bagiin Maleakhi 3...

Hmm... rasanya jadi better sedikit kalo tau kita ga sendirian... ^.^
I will keep moving on!!!
and in process to rise up...

Just need a rest for a while =p

Belakangan banyak banget kerjaan... jadi nyabang-nyabang 'n tambah pengen pergi jauh aja...

Yah tapi tetep kudu diadepin...

Ok Jiayouuuuu

Pas pengen jalan-jalan... ada ajakan buat jalan-jalan...
Tapi ke LN bow...
Masih mikir dulu...

Kudu bikin paspor 'n segala urusan laennya...
Pengen banget siy... tapi we'll see, masih mikir 'n nanya-nanya dulu...

Kenapa ini serba nggak jelas
Begitu membingungkan
Aku ini sedang terobsesi
Kutanyakan mengapa hatiku resah
Hatiku gundah semuanya jadi serba salah

Aku mau makan kuingat Bali
Aku sedang minum juga ingat Bali
Aku sedang bosan kuingat Bali
Oh Bali... kenapa kok aku jadi terobsesi...

Semua bergedek lihat statusku
Yang di Yahoo Messenger
Nulis Bali dan oh Bali lagi...
Kutanyakan mengapa hatiku resah
Hatiku gundah semuanya jadi serba salah

Aku mau makan kuingat Bali
Aku mau tidur kuingat Bali
Aku lagi bengong kebayang Bali
Oh Bali... mengapa semua serba Bali

Aku sedang bingung kuingat Bali
Aku sedang kerja kepikir Bali
Aku sedang cape kuingat Bali
Oh Bali... Inikah bila ku jadi terobsesi...

Apakah ini penyakit parah
Ku lagi terobsesi...

Semalem ama Berlian (orang kantor yang sekos ama aku) had a girl talk... Seru deh hihihi... Macem-macem... Asik banget dah pokoknya...

Soal relationship
Soal cinta (halah... masih jaman yah ngobrol soal cinta? Ni topik kok ga ada matinya ye...)
Soal rencana gokil melarikan diri hihihihi...

Yang terakhir itu kita udah sama-sama ngebet banget... Dah kepikiran beberapa hal... Tapi kayaknya mau cari massa dulu hehehehe... Pengen ke Baliiiiiiiii... ato ke manapun yang pemandanganya asik 'n seger, biar bisa foto-foto juga... Ni kayaknya side effect dari dapet temen baru backpacker nih hehehe... Jadi ngiler liat foto-foto jepretan dia... Tempatnya bagus-bagus euy... Mauuuuuuuuuuu....

Mungkin ini gara-gara belakangan udah jenuh...
Mungkin ini keinginan terpendam yang baru bangkit dari kubur...
Mungkin juga terkontaminasi ama satu orang backpacker sejati...

Jadi pengen keliling-keliling tempat yang indah-indah bareng IT gals....
Ke Bali
Ke Bromo
atau ke mana aja yang indah-indah...

Pengennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Aku ngantor lagi, kali ini cuman nemenin Lestari doang hehehehe... daripada di kos bosen, jadi mending ikutan ngantor deh hehehehe.... Tadi pagi udah makan bubur ayam di pujasera, plus beli nasi kuning buat lunch.

Hmmm...
Gara-gara ada 1 kejadian pagi ini jadi rada shock dikit =p
Ada kecewa, ada kecele, ada lega, ada mikir... semuanya ada deh hehehehe...

But it's good... it's all good...
I'm in His safest hands... ^.^

Mo ngapain yah? Hehehehe...