Last Sunday I made a new web (it's free hahaha...) at Weebly. Looks like I will write more there... Click HERE if you wanna see my new web. I put my profile, blog, some of my videos, and contact form there. It's cute and simple I guess... that's why I like it =p

Actually I can put some of my photos there too but I guess not now... =p

So... feel free to visit there =p

If there's a time when I want to be invisible, that time is now...

I had a terrible acne problem...
I think it's because I didn't use Sanex Facial Foam anymore (I used it since I was in college and I had no problem at all - but lately I can't get that product anywhere, looks like it isn't being produced anymore). So I use Clean & Clear, and that's when the acne starts to spread T_T Now I'm trying to use La Tulipe facial foam + the acne lotion + the acne care gel, but still there is no improvement...

Ow and I'm drinking Grape Seed Plus - 2 tablets twice a day - I decided to give it a try because my friend who used to have very very terrible acne on her face is getting better after she consumed it for about 3 months, and she keep consuming the Grape Seed tablets to aim a better skin result (until the acne marks disappear completely).

Well... I think I'm gonna wait... If all this doesn't work... maybe I have to go to a dermatologist... T_T But I hope not, coz it must be very expensive (include the consultation fee, the medicine, the treatment... sigh...) I hope my face is recovering soon...

Anyone has acne problems or and has been cured?
Would you care to share?

Knapa ya belakangan jadi males ngeblog? Hehehe... Kemaren malem juga baca postingan blog seseorang yang intinya sama, dia bilang kayaknya semua blogger dah pada beralih ke social networking sites macem Facebook 'n Twitter... I thought so too =p

News Update

Kemaren malem baru pulang dari Kupang. Asli selama seminggu lebih di sana dari tanggal 15 - 23 Juni tu bener-bener ribet... Mulai dari persiapan acara, koordinasi, transport, makan, tempat nginep yang nomaden... Pokoknya bener-bener keluar zona nyaman deh, asli jadi berasa ngejalanin hari-hari yang amburadul, ga jelas, ga bisa planning apapun... Hasilnya mukaku jerawatan parah plus kaki bentol-bentol digigit nyamuk - nyamuk di sana ganas-ganas T_T

Kalo siang di Kupang tu panas terik plus gersang, anginnya bikin berasa kering gitu... Tapi kalo malem, langsung berubah drastis... dingin ampun-ampun... Pokoknya gimanapun juga Surabaya is the best dah hehehe... I love Surabaya hehehe...

Di Kupang juga, nomerku ga ada sinyal dua-duanya! Aku kan pake 3 ama Fren. Beneran ga ada sinyal sama sekali... akhirnya pinjem simcard Simpati punya temen. Boros banget pulsanya T_T Aku dah habis 40 rebu, bayangin! Secara kan aku suka SMS-an yah, makanya aku pake 3, soalnya hemat banget kan... Lah gara-gara darurat pake Simpati udah deh, jadi membludak pulsanya... blom lagi kan harus telpan-telpon selama acara di Kupang itu... Sigh...

Di Kupang sempat siy pergi ke pantai Lasiana, indah banget, masih alami banget... cuman aku ga foto-foto sama sekali, asli ga mood hehehe... abisnya muka jerawatan parah gini, plus udah berasa pengen balik ke Surabaya aja... banyak mikir juga siy setelah itu... Jadi yaudah hehehe... cuman di pantai Lasiana nyobain pisang epe, itu pisang yang dibikin rada gepeng dikit, dipanggang di atas arang, trus dikasih gula aren kental atau dikasih milk coklat + parutan keju, uhmmm maknyuss dah hehehe... enak banget...

Ada banyak siy hal yang bisa dipelajarin dari selama hari-hari di Kupang... tentang orang-orang kantor, tentang asumsi, tentang karakter, tentang budaya, banyak dah... saking banyaknya sampe bingung mo nulis apaan aja coz today I have so much to do...

Kemaren malem baru nyampe kos ngecek email yang masuk banyak banget, yang komen di Facebook banyak banget, abis seminggu lebih ga online siy, jadinya gini dah hehehe.... Trus harus mengejar ketinggalan juga... fiuhhh...

Hmm... ada plan juga siy tentang something... 'n kayaknya udah ada jalan yang terbuka. Tapi let's see aja dulu dah... sambil dijalanin pelan-pelan... Meanwhile, aku kerjain dulu aja apa yang ada di depan mata...

...juga lagi nunggu kapan aku bisa mulai pake motor hihihihi.... Gatau kapan motornya bisa dibawa ke sini... Ntar ngobrol lagi ama papaku... Yaudah segitu aja dulu news update-nya =p

Eh tadi pagi aku juga baru jualan pulsa elektrik hehehe... Niat utamanya siy biar gampang aja kalo mau ngisi pulsa sendiri ama pulsa keluarga sendiri, kan lebih murah ketimbang beli di luar atau beli di orang lain... tapi nyambi jualan juga dah paling ga ke temen kantor 'n temen-temen yang udah kenal aja hehehe...

Hari ini pindahan kamar! Yay!
Hihihi... kadang semangat kadang males, maklum bukan tipe orang nomaden hehehe... jadi kalo sering pindah-pindah bawaannya cape =p

Tapi ni kamar baru kosku lebih gede, jadi kalo mo ngetik atau nulis di meja posisinya enak. Kalo di kamar yang sekarang posisinya ga enak, kalo duduk lama punggungnya jadi tegang, soalnya ngepas posisinya. Benernya bisa digeser siy, cuman kalo digeser jadinya sempit ruangannya =p Kalo di kamar yang baru masih lowong deh, apalagi lemarinya yang gede ama ranjangnya yang gede dituker ama lemari 'n ranjangku yang sekarang =p Jadi lebih legaaa ^o^

Sekarang udah menggunung ini kresek-kresek isi baju 'n barang-barang di ranjang... Ntar setelah pulang kerja kudu cepet-cepet angkut-angkut nih. Sementara semua barang-barang diungsikan ke ruang TV deket kamar baruku. Ntar setelah lemari 'n ranjangku dipindah, baru deh bisa mulai nata-nata barang di kamar baru =)

Well okay, I gotta be hurry... mo mandi... menu breakfast katering pagi ini is gado-gado! Slurp slurp... yummy.... Senen pagi (lusa) udah janjian ama temen kantor mo beli nasi pecel murmer + enak di deket sini juga pagi-pagi hihihi... Dah lama juga ga makan pecel, katanya siy enak =p yummy yummy...

Morning everyone! Met beraktivitas semuanya! ^_^

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sittin' here wearin' the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says "Dad, the prom is just one week away,
And I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone.

Well, she came home today
With a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
but I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
(even one song)
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

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This is a very touching and the most beautiful song from a father about his relationship with his daughter...

This is the acoustic version of "Poker Face" - Lady Gaga. I sing it vocal only 'cause I can't find the instrumental version of it, plus her pitch is too low for me, so I sing with higher tunes. Just experimenting =p

Requested by Enjie =p

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

(do do do dop)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(do do doop dum)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(repeat)

we were as one baby
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart baby
our love will never die,no!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
(do do doop)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(do do doop dum)
(do do doop do doop da dum)

i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

i know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time

you'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
i'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
boy don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
no way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

you'll always be a part of me (yeah yeah oooohhhh)
i'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
boy don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (no no)
and we'll linger on (you and I will always be)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me (you & I)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (you & I)

(do do doop)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(do do doop dum)
(do do doop do doop da dum)

you and i will always be
no way your never gonna shake me
no way your never gonna shake me
you and i will always be

I found this video on Youtube, "Love Story" is originally sang by Taylor Swift, but this guy (Ryan Ferraris) is singing the male version, and his voice is great! That's why I post it here.